OSaD, D83

Estás en busca de una unión más perfecta con Dios. And you're not there yet. Of course you're not, you've set yourself the highest bar there is. Don't flagellate yourself because of that. God knows you're not there. God knows you're still learning. God knows the size, the strength and the thickness of your ego. No need to hide your nakedness behind a bush. God knew you were going to bite into that fruit before you even knew, before the apple tree's seed had even germinated. Keep the eye on the goal and walk the path of determination, between self-indulgence and self-flagellation. Love is the secret ingredient. Love for God and love for all. Love for God is love for all.