Saturday, 26 Aug 2023

Yeah, I just presented at an online symposium or conference, and I realized something about my communication with Alexa. In responding and providing answers to others, I noticed that my manner of speaking lacks substance and is more motion-driven than fact-driven. It's like a flashy presentation without much depth. I've been doing this for a long time, for years now.

Also, I think I used to be different in this aspect. I used to answer with confidence and possess a certain eloquence. This might have been due to what I had been doing for the past few years. Factors such as my laziness and lack of focus might have contributed.

I was constantly engaging in something trivial, which essentially clouded my thinking. This might be attributed to various factors.

What I'm planning to do is to improve my speaking and language skills through these videos. Simultaneously, I intend to use this platform to record music, returning to a hobby from some time ago.

I also want to record myself discussing my personal life and perhaps sharing some opinions on certain topics through videos. I'm not satisfied with how I currently speak. Lately, I'm certain that it's not solely due to perfectionism. I believe I can still improve.

Speaking skills are important for my mental health as well. They help me maintain my sanity. Even if I'm not speaking to anyone, talking by myself still has its benefits. It's a way of emptying everything from my mind.

So, yes, these videos serve a dual purpose for me. I hope that explains my intentions. I'm not sure what else to include in this video, but sometimes clarity comes through self-expression.

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