Leap of faith, action

You must try your best, in recording what you have experienced at a deep level.
It need not make any sense, to you nor others. The ability to capture, record and tag the fleeting moments are probably what life actually is.

There may be no angels or orchestral effects in your head, but instead a dull throbbing noise. But that's life, as you see it, now, right here.
Be yourself. Don't worry that others may not see any of this this. Or you may also not get the point of any of this.
But who the heck actually knows how this is all going?
Before it all ends and you feel bad about not captured recorded snapshotted all these beautifully mad moments, be yoursellf.

GO ahead and do the stuff, even though it has no meaning and no structure, no logic and no beginning and no end in sight.
Something may eventually emerge, but then, maybe something wont. Nothing needs to happen.
You can just be yourself and say things as you see it happening.
The recording equipment will start detecting patterns and may eventually develop a style of it's own. But then, none of this is a pre-scripted plan.
So just take a walk and see what is happening around you and in your head.

It would be good, if you can call it out as they are happening.
Without any strings attached.

You have the liberty and freedom and can adopt the disdain or carefree attitude of someone who has no care or who is trying to save himself from the world.
With the bird in the sky approach, you can explore the inner and out worlds. Maybe things will improve, as you progress or maybe things will just go nowhere. None of it really matters in the end.
The entire activity needs to do just one thing, develop you into a better person and maybe help the world around you.
Even a few grains of sand can be moved because of your words. that's a good achievement for the day.

Remain true to yourself and play the game as hard as you can.
Keep pushing yourself to explore the darkness and depths of the mind and also the beauty around you.
If you are open to the magic inside and outside, you will eventually discover the missing sparks in your life.
Keep moving forward. Observe yourself, as you move forward in the world, the way the patterns emerge around you.
There will be phrases which will appear to be followed movements which people say are the only sources of truth and belief.