Day 052
May 17, 2021•244 words
#100Days
Worked again on something that matters.
And here I add some side notes, for braindump purposes:
Day was not that great. Not for the facts themselves, but the stories I kept telling myself, which are not good and didn't help much with my own well-being.
Got triggered with some events that showed me that there are some internal emotions that are not yet being handled. Worst news is that they're quite active, even when I'm not giving it proper attention.
More important than all that, is that I sometime fail to do something about it. There is something about the nature of these feelings that somehow take away my strength to fight back. And that sucks.
Sometimes it looks like I do it by choice, I give up on fighting, because of the flaws that led me to crave for attention or care, some lack of love..
That makes me think an important key to inner strength is to love yourself entirely, despite any other element, or any other reason out there. It seems that once you got enough self-love, all these needs are covered. Like you can manage it all, because you tool the responsibility for it all. You become the generator of your own strength, your own power, your own ligth.
Once you learned how to love yourself, and you do love yourself, despite any adversity out there, then you're finally ready to face the world as it is.