Day 055
May 20, 2021•126 words
#100Days
Boredom
Again it feels like the days are not lasting long enough. There's very little left of them after the daily duties are done.
I also feel tired and without much energy, despite my will to enjoy time.
Sometime it occurs to me that I will miss this times I'm living right now. Like I will figure out the answer at some point in the future, and when I do, I'll wish I could come back at this point in time, so I could make it right.
But that's actually not feasible, it's more like we learn as we go, focusing on the things that actually matter (or our best guesses in that direction). Maybe that's the best way we can use our time.