#100Days

Cheer you up

Things look a lot easier now that you have considered the possibility that you have a disease that you were not aware of.

Everyone may have felt weird close to you, but they would never talk about it, because of that awkward feeling that would rise up if they did. Or maybe because they are not fully aware if you are the weirdo or if they just didn't understand you properly (they'll actually rarely consider the latter).

But you did good all those years, you never gave up, you were always fighting and putting your best efforts into your life, trying to be a good and honorable person.

It is not your fault that you have a disease. Specially when you have no idea that you have it.
If it is subtle, hard to detect or to diagnose, it is even harder to become aware of it.

It is also not anyone's fault. They are unable to diagnose it, they are unaware of the existence of that disease, they just don't fully understand what you do and choose to do in life because they cannot access your emotional states.

Remeber you wanted to achieve this emotional mastery? Remember that you wanted to solve that equation in your life once for all?

Yeah, now you've just received an upgraded expansion set. The game got a little harder.

Play it! Enjoy!

Have the appropriate amount of fun!