Day 094

#100Days

Desire

I want you
In you I see beauty, strength, hapiness

I think you misunderstand me
I think you're assuming that I am something different than I am
That I feel things other than the ones I feel

We do have different backgrounds, yes
And we've been biased by them

You assume my ways of expressing myself
Are saying exactly what you read

But you never ask me
You never verify
You just assume

Why don't you come closer to me?
Why don't you try to find me?

Yes, I am shy,
I'm shy in front of you
I feel like I'm naked when I'm in front of you
I feel that there is nothing I can hide from you

This is all because I like you
Because I trust you
Because I decided to trust you my heart

We come from different cultures, countries, families
We were raised in different circumstances
We experienced different situations
Yet my heart is clear about what it sees in you

That doesn't mean that I do not see light in you
That doesn't mean I do not feel the warmth that comes from your heart when you allow it to come out

I wish you could keep that beautiful shine even in face of difficult times

I wish you could also see and accept the weaknesses you got inside
Not to be ashames or afraid of them. I see them too

And I wish you would not feel like you must hide them
At least not from me
I see it and accept you as you are
I welcome you in my life with all your imperfections
Don't worry about them
What is important to me is way beyond those silly things
I'm fine with all that and I love you the way you are

I know you're strong, I can see the strength that lives in you
I know that there are weaknesses, I can see them in you as well
I don't want to exploit it, I don't want to create more pain
I mean you no harm

I just wanted to get closer and warm your heart up

Open up
Free yourself from fear

I wish you could also open up and set yourself free from fear

Good bye