journal, day 24
April 2, 2022•124 words
7:33am
I haven’t had anything to write about.
I have my plans figured out. I’m going to do a comp sci course and then pay my way through an art school. It’s not really a new plan, it was my original plan actually.
7:14pm
I feel kind of awful. I don’t really want to go into detail, it’ll just make me feel worse.
8:38pm
Someone said I sound like my mom. My sister and her friend. It sucks. I think I want to be nonverbal. I don’t want to sound like her. I’ll just wait until I don’t.
It’s not my fault that it isn’t mine.
10:44pm
Something is very wrong and I’m not sure what. I don’t like not knowing about myself.
3/27/22