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hotter than the summer, the winter couldn't chill me ...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C-Cvl3_CH2A - Video I talk about. As a person that has absolutely no chance of sleeping correctly, this type of video really makes me wonder, who is unhealthy? To break it down, Casey Neistat sleeps from 11pm to 4am every day. He gets up, and from 5-7 he works. For him, there's two hours of productivity there, free from anyone else. No one is awake, everyone is asleep. No social media, probably no news, no text messages and no phone calls. Two hours of calm focu...

that was not the post i wanted - i will posot something meaningful later thank you feeling very introspective my narrative grows to explain this existence amidst the harbor lights which remain in the distance. ...

I have been thinking about this a lot recently.. what is it that actually keeps dragging me back to these stupid things? I vowed a few weeks ago to completely disconnect from all videogames, I wiped Steam, I wiped Fortnite, Overwatch, Osu!, all of these things designed to always be there if I wanted to play a game, and the more I think about it, the exact same feeling I had when I had all of them on my computer has persisted. I have nothing to do. Even sitting here at my computer now, listen...

i have a lot of work to do today but i dont want to write any of it out now, so i'm spending my time looking at poor quality documents on youtube. makes me wonder if being a professional researcher would be an interesting job. i got high last night and i thought about my job decisions after uni. so far i have come up with : psychology - i want to do therapy/consulting. i feel like theres a huge place for that especially if you are a degree educated psychologist, and you move to private consult...

i dont know how to start but im probably going to collect my ramblings in here and post them as i see fit. main themes will be world affairs, my own goals, emotions, music, film, art and relationships. i dont know where else to write about it and even though some people i speak to are very good at listening it can sometimes be more difficult than you'd think to really write without judgement. always worrying about what meaning people are actually taking from your keystrokes. 30/9/18. 16.04 ...