Starting to miss my prayers

Yesterday before I slept, in my worries, I decided to see a video about tahhajud. That was before Ishaa too. While listening to it I fell asleep, unfortunately. I woke very shortly after, like 30 minutes after and I saw the video was still on. Instead of getting up to pray. The devil made me feel heavy and sluggish and made me go back to sleep. One thing I read in the video is that when people want to get up sincerely in the night and go pray tahhajud, Allah wakes them up so they can get up and pray. That really inspired me because one of my goals is to wake up before fajr and pray them, then go to the masjed and pray fajr. Anyway, I woke up at like 6 for a brief period. I told myself at that moment that if Fajr didn't come I would get up and pray. Unfortunately, I did not get up. Anyway, my proper waking up was due to the alarm. I stayed in a bit for like 2 hours before I got up and showered. Today I used the toothbrush that comes with the airplane package because my younger brother decided that my toothbrush is an excellent tool for cleaning his hairbrush. I made a toasted bread with honey for breakfast. I expect to do that as an alternative every day to bagels. After I did that I played some vampire survivors and listened to a few episodes of the forerunners of Islam. They were about Al Zubair ibn al Awam, his mother the aunt of the prophet, and his wife the daughter of abu Bakr. Then time for lunch came. Afterwards I played rocket league and throughout it I ate some of chocolate peanut butter. I really don't know what to do when they ran out. I can't feasibly keep only getting them from my father in saudia arabia. Ill try to see if I can buy them somewhere or maybe try and recreate them otherwise. I should take a picture of what it looks like from the inside for reference later on. Moving on, I also missed praying Maghreb tonight. I don't really have much to say about that. Starting tonight Ill pray tajajud as 7 rakahs instead of 5. I hope this brings me closer to Allah SWT.

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