11-17-21

December 4, 2021•109 words

I'm pretty sure I'm having those weird audial hallucinations where when I'm really anxious on the brink of shutdown and i hear every sound in the room as people talking shit about me, usually in ways that are related to my current status and how I'm being perceived at that time.

like wow she just definitely stopped talking like is she even hearing or paying attention to anything outside of her head she's just sitting there so awkwardly like she doesn't know how to be a human in a room full of other humans

idk, more specific things than that in the moment that i become acutely aware of

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