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I've received and signed a full time offer with that start up. Again very grateful.

But I still can't get this nagging feeling out of my head that just knows that I should be aiming for something else in life. I feel like I should just be trying to do something else in my life. And not make the end goal being a machine learning engineer at some large tech firm. It sounds really stuck up and honestly it probably is, but I just can't get rid of this feeling that I'm meant to do something else. I don't know what that thing might be or what I should be working towards but I have hobbies in mind and things I'd like to do. But I'm honestly afraid and genuinely don't know what I want to pursue.

I feel like i'm stuck again and now that i've accomplished something I'm just looking for the next thing to do. Which is good and bad? I feel like I should be content with there I am for now and continue to grow. But grow how? Grow in what? Am I even doing the right things right now? I don't really know.