Note 60

Things haven't really progressed since that last post. Going from school where I always had a clear cut set of goals or things I wanted to achieve in through extracurriculars and now essentially having nothing is really odd. I do my work, get off, play video games, then go to sleep. Then rinse and repeat for 5 days until it's the weekend. At which point I just play a lot more video games.

I do go to the gym and occasionally attempt to read. Key word being attempt. But honestly this life feels more like I'm 50+ and have already settled down. If this is all there is to life then I genuinely cannot see myself continuing down this road. I'd do literally anything else. Coding is cool and all but damn. I can't really see myself trying to improve my skills in coding at a rapid pace to achieve some kind of proficiency at it. It's more of a means to an end.

Not really sure where to go from here but hopefully there's some light at the end of the tunnel. And that we're approaching that light fast.