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January 26, 2026•112 words

haha! I did not get that job. The reason being that they picked someone with more experience. Honestly saw it coming. It sucks honestly. Mainly because it feels like there's not much I could do to get around the fact that I'm still early in my career. There's probably things I could be doing, but damn is it hard to grind when the chance of it paying off is so slim. 2 interviews lined up this week. Hopefully they go well.

I'm not really sure what I'll do if I don't get either of these jobs. I'm fucking tired. But also I should be doing more. And that's what's really, truly tiring.

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