fighting
July 16, 2022•34 words
I wonder how much of my analyzing and attempts to change is me fighting my nature? 🤔
I wonder how life would be if I accepted myself and got out of the way? 🤔
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self
July 16, 2022•335 words
I was considering what the purpose of this blog is. There are several but I'd say two of the main ones are to get things out of my system and to actively work through my internal processes and delusions. In a way, everything I write here is the working through of delusion.
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July 19, 2022•927 words
Many disparate thoughts today. Thankful to have this outlet to offload them from my headspace.
First off, I expect the quality of what I write here is going to...change. I seem to have entered a new season. I feel differently about some things, including my foray into spirituality over the past few years. I didn't consciously realize it but in some ways I've been trying to force myself into certain ways of thinking and being. It was just a new version of what I've always done - morphing myself ...
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