mar13
March 14, 2024•25 words
Wanting what you don't have is actually such a scam!!
Loving what you do have while taking good care of yourself is the real shit.
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mar12 - surrender
March 12, 2024•753 words
I think I'm almost ready to leave some things behind. To put it bluntly, God, for one. And healing/recovery work.
I think I've been going about things all wrong, or maybe I needed to dive into these things so I could move on from them and just be another person again. I've been feeling phony and it's getting tiresome. I have a lot of knowledge in my head now and can speak comfortably on these things, and I don't like how people start to think I'm this especially good or smart or healthy person....
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March 15, 2024•958 words
Gosh, the past couple weeks have been interesting. I should be sleeping but I'm going to write some things down.
HUGE lesson recently, very important. When I am mad at someone, I am not actually mad at the other person. I am mad at MYSELF. I am mad because I failed to express something, assert something, prioritize myself, take responsibility for myself or otherwise meet a need while some narrative is playing in my head that's making me feel victimized. The other person is just a patsy, a fall...
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