I really feel totally unmotivated by things at the moment. Especially work.. Life just feels terribly unfulfilling. I don't even feel like I want a career any more.
- Technology is pissing me off - it's too complicated
- Social media is pissing me off - it's so unauthentic
- Egos at work are pissing me off - they are total wankers
- I'm fatter and unfitted than I've ever been
- The weather is shit and it's dark all the time
- I don't really have any significant friends
- I've just returned from Dubai which is the shit hole of humanity.
More on that.
Some how I need to get my mojo back. I'm hoping that I can maybe write my way out of it.