2019-12-10 More lack of motivation

I really feel totally unmotivated by things at the moment. Especially work.. Life just feels terribly unfulfilling. I don't even feel like I want a career any more.

  • Technology is pissing me off - it's too complicated
  • Social media is pissing me off - it's so unauthentic
  • Egos at work are pissing me off - they are total wankers
  • I'm fatter and unfitted than I've ever been
  • The weather is shit and it's dark all the time
  • I don't really have any significant friends
  • I've just returned from Dubai which is the shit hole of humanity.

More on that.

Some how I need to get my mojo back. I'm hoping that I can maybe write my way out of it.


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