Day 046
May 11, 2021•117 words
#100Days
Feeling alive
Is the wheather affecting it? Is it the fact that I go outside more often, and spend more time outside? Is it the amount of exercise I'm doing?
Maybe the combination of all of these are helping me to feel better overall.
There are also some psychological aspects, that I believe contribute to it as well. Maybe this perception of life ownership is the thing that brings me that feeling of amusement. It is becoming nicer to be alive, because I am slowly figuring out that I am the one living my life, deciding where to go, what to do. The fear of living is gradually vanishing.
That feels great :D
What's next?