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suram terasa gelap menunggu kapan terang disudut kamar kutulis sajak hitam kudigoyahkan nestapa selaksa kenyataan ironi haus jawaban nyata ribuan syair indah terlantun suara sumbang hanya gila didalam rasa sayang mati sepi sendiriku berimaji bagai insan tanpa pola pikir jernih modal cinta tanpa basa basi kukira kau sedia disini ribuan syair indah terlantun suara sumbang hanya gila didalam rasa sayang mati sepi sendiriku berimaji bagai insan tanpa pola pikir jernih modal cinta tanpa basa b...

ingatkah kawan kita pernah saling memimpikan? berlari-lari tuk wujudkan kenyataan lewati segala keterasingan lalui jalan sempit yang tak pernah bertuan ingatkah kawan kita pernah berpeluh cacian digerayangi dan digeliati kesepian walaupun sejenak nafas dari beban tuk lewati ruang gelap yang teramat dalam hidup ini hanya kepingan yang terasing dilautan memaksa kita memendam kepedihan tapi kita juga pernah duduk bermahkota pucuk-pucuk mimpi yang berubah jadi nyata dicumbui harumnya putik-puti...

Tidak ada yang tahu apa yang akan terjadi di masa depan apalagi spesifik di 4 tahun kedepan nanti akan seperti apa. Namun yang gue tahu, masa depan adalah apa yang dirancang & diperjuangkan di masa sekarang, sekalipun apa yang diinginkan tersebut terlihat sulit bahkan mustahil. Dan yang gue yakin, dimana ada kemauan pasti ada jalan. Jika bersungguh-sungguh, maka akan mendapatkan. Karena berhasil atau gagal nya sesuatu, pada akhirnya kita sendiri yang membuatnya. That law of attraction thing...

Gue punya satu rahasia kecil yang memalukan. Tujuan gue membagikan ini ke internet adalah gue mau ngasih tau kalau misalnya ternyata lo juga melakukan hal serupa, setidaknya lo tidak merasa sendirian. Umur gue sekarang 23, dan beberapa bulan lagi akan menginjak 24. Gue tinggal relatif jauh dari orang tua meskipun hanya terpisah 2 provinsi. Dan saat ini gue tinggal di kos-kosan yang berada di kecamatan Coblong. Kosan ini tidak luas dan tidak sempit juga, mungkin berukuran 3x3. Suasana di kosan ...

awal cerita yang selalu bahagia adalah skenario yang ditawarkan cinta namun hanya tuhan yang tahu kemana perjalanan ini kan bermuara nantinya kita sedang bahagia jangan buang waktu menerka-nerka akhirnya tenang, aku di sini selama kau di sisi aku berjanji tak kemana-mana mungkin saja esok mungkin saja lusa mungkin saja dunia sekejap jadi berbeda perasaan dan segenap cinta yang kau dan yang aku punya kan tetap sama kita sedang bahagia jangan buang waktu menerka-nerka akhirnya tenang, aku di ...

have i ever told you i want you to the bone? have i ever called you when you are all alone? and if i ever forget to tell you how i feel listen to me now, babe i want you to the bone i want you to the bone i want you to the bone maybe if you can see what i feel through my bone every corner in me there's your presence that grown maybe i nurture it more by saying how it feel? but i did mean it before i want you to the bone i want you to take me home, i'm fallin' love me long, i'm rollin’ lo...

hi, i just dreamed of you last night. it was a nice dream, but it might hurt just because maybe i realized it was just a dream? but i never regretted it because i thought it was real except until i woke up. it was like back to life when at its best, maybe the time when we used to be? we spent the day at Delapan Padi, you know doing some coding shit to get the job done. and then come back to my room at night, kiss your eyes as you know, and make love before we sleep. the hurts part is in the ...

when you were here before couldn't look you in the eye you're just like an angel your skin makes me cry you float like a feather in a beautiful world i wish i was special you're so fucking special but i'm a creep i'm a weirdo what the hell am I doin' here? i don't belong here i don't care if it hurts i want to have control i want a perfect body i want a perfect soul i want you to notice when I'm not around you're so fucking special i wish i was special but I'm a creep i'm a weirdo what th...

██████, Remember the old day when we used to be? I'm always, all the time. Today is Feb 2021 and my life was stuck at the first time we met—when I saw those eyes and smile, when we used to not know each other. But life must go on anyway. Whenever you need me, you have my number; email addresses, even physical ones. Just knock, I'll be there. It's painful to put distance between us, but it's a must, as you once said. We have lost nothing, so don't regret anything, I guess? This is not a farew...

sunday night after a rainy day i delete all your pictures i walked away from you nights are the hardest but i'll be okay if we are meant to be yeah we'll find our way but now let it be cause you know what they say if you love somebody gotta set them free i love you but i'm letting go little did i know love is easy but why was it so hard? it was like never enough i gave you all still you want more can't you see? can't you see? what you want someone that i'm not yes, i love but i can't so,...