March 23, 2021•102 words
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At approx 2:35am
I’m at a party
What am I supposed to be doing with my hands?
Everyone’s talking to each other but I am a part of no conversations
Do I smell bad?
Do they know something I don’t?
Like what am I doing wrong?
Every party is like I don’t exist
Am I expecting something to happen?
Like what do I
I feel disconnected
Not in flow
I guess this is natural
I’m not doing anything of importance
Cause other wise people would want to talk to me