The Words To Sing Or Say
This pain that just won't go away I feel it every night and day So grateful when it's less than five I do all this Just to survive At times I thought it was a test To try and push me to my best At times I thought I showed neglect When my own body needed rest A break was hardly scheduled in A calendar that sought to win With strategies of enterprise That took my heart to it's demise I played this life as if a game And gained XP to cast my name Among the greats that brought us change From chaos...
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Be All You Can Be
You've enjoyed thinking in rhyme But now you know it's time To create a clearer map And escape society's trap The pain you hold within The demons all around you They'll try to peel your armor Distort the peace that found you You've gotten many gifts And signs that you can see So accept this gracious lift And Be All You Can Be ...
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Who You Are
Your psyche's like Rosetta's stone With answers that you seek Your body speaks in hieroglyphs Interpret them in Greek Don't be alarmed by what's within Doing so is such a sin You'll miss the mark if you ignore The knowledge of the truth within Lonely alienation Isn't individuation Becoming who you are Is the true definition Knowing who you are Is a journey of the self To discover that you're nothing Without the source's help If you choose seperation Frustration won't cease For Yoga mean...
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Profile Writing Challenge: An Accomplishment You're Proud Of
Write about an accomplishment you're proud of and why it makes you proud. The accomplishment can be something personal or professional that you've found particularly fulfilling. Write about it in 250 words or less. A personal accomplishment that I've found incredibly fulfilling is healing my obesity and body dysmorphia. Ever since I gained consciousness as a child, I remember being overweight and looking different from most people. I often perceived that people mistreated me because of how I lo...
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Profile Writing Challenge: A Hack You've Built
Write about a hack you've built. A hack is when you solve a problem quickly with limited resources. What's a problem that you've encountered in your life where you've hacked together a physical, technical, or system-level solution? Write about it in 150 words or less! When I found myself barraged by addictive newsfeeds on the internet, I knew things couldn't carry on this way. I wanted to visit social websites for my work without being disturbed by algorithm-generated news. There was already a...
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Profile Writing Challenge: Something You Wish People Knew About You
Often, we aren't asked the questions we'd like people to ask. What's something you wish more people knew about you? Write about it in 150 words or less. Not many people ask me about my family, to whom I attribute a significant fraction of my personal and professional accomplishments. They, directly and indirectly, influenced my character, values, and behaviours, which served as a guiding force as I made my way through life. My father and grandfather's integrity and humility gave me the courage...
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The Person I Won't Renounce
Brown on the outside Inside I'm white That's what they say To weaken my Light Laugh at my accent And laugh at my grammar Cuz attempting my language Would cause you to stammer Face me like a man And aim above the belt You'd never understand The cards I've been dealt I've been to many lands That you could not pronounce The person I've become Is one I won't renounce ...
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The Person That They Hated
The person that you loved They didn't love themselves They didn't understand And couldn't lend a hand Too much fucking silence And painful compromise Communication gaps Are hardly a surprise For the person that you loved Wasn't ready to relate With who they were inside They could not communicate You sacrificed your state And gave so many chances You signed up for an angel And got demonic dances You couldn't have expected That it was ill fated That who you fell in love with Was the person th...
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Our Mother
I find it rather odd That we would celebrate The Mother and the Earth On a different solar date Both are really special And deserve their separate days But open up your eyes And let me make the case That the mother of us all Is the world where we are living The birthing place of life Her force is truly giving She's given us the signs Sustaining us throughout Could you try and give, Equal love when you're in doubt? Could you give her all your courage? Could you give her time and love? Coul...
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One Liner Challenge
Challenge: Write one fabulous line My eyes weave dreams under lids that open to unfamiliarity in my reality. ...
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Let Me Plant A Seed
I wish the world were greener! I wish these streets were cleaner! I wish my fellow humans, Evolved in their demeanor! They say they need a leader. I say they've got it wrong! For the leader in their souls, Has been there all along! I just chose to listen. You can listen too! For silence can't distinguish, Between myself or you. They tell me I'm naive, "Not everyone can lead!" I understand their case, But let me plant a seed. Of a vision so courageous, A world that's filled with light. Where...
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Slipping Fast
These times are really rough This I can't deny I know that I can be tough If only I knew why I'm losing all my innocence I feel it slipping fast But I can't act with dissonance I'm trying to make it last Surely there are better ways Of teaching me bout life Casted slave in cosmic plays My fragile heart's in strife ...
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Repression Breeds Sin
Some people love With every nerve in their body Some people fuck As a matter of fact Repression breeds sin It drives the mind sick A supple child's skin Is no place for a dick ...
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Pure At The Start
Pure at the start This is nothing less than art Come a long way And we've got a lot to say Got a lot to share We've been waiting for a friend Pure at the start Hoping for a happy end ...
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Land of Liars
Welcome to the land of liars Where we repress desires Inflation's dimmed our fires While demons never tire Everyone around me is frightened The media's grip has tightened You may think I talk like a psycho But I think that life is a cycle I'm abstract, soft as a q-tip My life's like a bloodstained tulip So forgive me please, your highness My knowledge may cure blindness ...
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What's Life?
Sometimes I look up at the sky And think about life The nature of the universe The meaning of strife What happens to my soul If I die in the night Just tell me a tale I need some light ...
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Justify Our Tears
I'm tryna resurrect While they resuscitate And they emasculate And they defeminize With their fragile lies As we feast our eyes On their plastic prize When the prize is love Heaven up above That we bring to the Earth When we go and give birth To a new generation That conquers our fears Justifies our tears For it's been too many years ...
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Metamorphosis and Resurrection
I've been dying to live I've got something to give I've got light that could shine When I'm signin my rhymes I've got heat with the beat When I'm seeing the signs And the key to the universe Is 369 And 434 I could give you some more Numerology is in me Cause I opened the door So please don't kill the messenger You've done that before A human like you See that I can relate But I figured out an algorithm 818 So I set my aim I'll escape this pain I'll break outta my loops Now I'm tellin th...
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The Sun and The Cave
Adapted from a Whatsapp forwarded message. Original source unknown One day the Sun and the Cave struck up a conversation. The Sun had trouble understanding what “dark” meant and the Cave didn’t quite get the meaning of “light”. So they decided to visit each others' places. The Cave went up to the Sun and said, “I see...This is light.... This is wonderful! I can see how this contrasts with dark. Let's go down and see where I have been living.” The Sun went down, and as its light illuminat...
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How Time Passes
Time doesn't pass The same for everyone Some seek transcendence While others seek fun We wield the pen They point the gun She wants to stay He wants to run He wants to stay She wants to run I'm getting started But they think I'm done For time doesn't pass The same for everyone ...
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Fasts on the Horizon
Last day of March, Fasts on the horizon Time to eat less starch, And stop consuming poison A month of soul begins And marks the end of spring Tune in to your spirit And changes time will bring Heal your trauma from the past As you begin to pray and fast Those were chapters of your life Not every one was made to last The energy you seek Won't come from your defeats So play your inner rhythm To new and different beats Inspired by Nida Khan's Poem "March Comes to Pass" ...
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Why Deny My Music?
Deny me my music But why would you deny? A sweet timely raag, That gives the perfect high? My humming in the night, As I try to get by? The flow of my rap, When I'm calling out a lie? Deny me my music But why would you deny? A baby that is crying, A mother's lullaby? ...
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Thank You, Internet
Upon the work of Al Jibran Alan made machines Protocols were then created Thank you Timmy Lee I'm grateful for you internet You opened up my eyes But simple blind consumption Just didn't make me wise Since I was but a kid You've been a part of me You were by my side And giving clarity But clarity can come At such a heavy price I witnessed human virtue But also human vice Beyond the guarded metaverse Domains are just a tree An omnipresent consciousness Just take a dip and see I know no...
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Our Love Is Strong
There's a deeper meaning To the pain you feel An unforgiving blockage Only you can heal If divine grace finds you And you see the signs Know that you don't have to worry You can feel the times You gotta rebuild And you gotta relate There's a bridge for you to build And you know it's fate You'll never really If it's just too late So you gotta keep fighting For humanity's sake We just want justice, Let us sing our song! We just want change, Won't you come along? We would never forc...
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This Time It Was New For Me
In my vulnerability I couldn't bear dishonesty Deception is so harsh a word Avoidance loops are so absurd With rushed and blurry third eye vision I questioned all your indecision We burned our fire all through the night We never gave ourselves permission There's only so much we can take And now I hate my own mistakes We must have mercy on our souls Before we prematurely break But break we did and it was dark It tore a hole inside my heart I've had it much worse in the past When times were ...
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My Soul Is Only Here On Lease
My flame burns brighter I've always been a fighter But I've been burning out And everything feels tighter I gave it all I had And none of this was planned It used to make me sad But now I understand You like the man you see But you don't see like me My visions come in fragments I dream outside of sleep I suffer all alone Pretend that I'm okay While searching for a home Where I can share my day I know this has to end I know I must ascend I have to help myself To better help a friend So now I...
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Home & Heart
They say home is where the heart is I say the other way around Because where are you find your heart Is the true home you have found For home is where the heart is If your family's intact And not just some transactions With a compromising act Acceptance is really quite A special kind of bliss Try it for yourself And you can learn to coexist So if you feel like You can't really understand your kids Try and make some time to heal For now just give a kiss ...
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Love's Decree
I wanted to be there I wanted to help But the one in need Was my bipolar self Why are we so broken? Why can't we be loved? Compliments are spoken And we can't even blush Hate for yourself Resenting your nature Guilt-ridden past Despair for the future Where will you hide From the pain your foresee Not a soul in the world Is free from love's decree ...
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Vain & Scared Adults
Join us in the world Of so-called adults Time to wash away Your hope in the occult There's wolves out here Who wouldn't even care They'll kill our best heroes And leave us all scared So do as you're told Quit tryna be bold People have perceptions Don't give'em misconceptions The wolves don't care How much you have to share How much you have to give From a life of nightmares Of a world so dark It's hard to feel the pain Where tiny little sparks Could never light a flame The person standing...
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El Camino de Mi Alma
As night falls again I go to find my pen To journal some more On the walk of my soul El camino de mi alma Doesn't come con calma Memories bring back Deep and cold sorrow For there were many times I never saw tomorrow The tyrants of the day Who seem to have their way Could never comprehend What happens at the end I've seen this all before I know I find my friends And our heroic fight Will bring about the light ...
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I Understand Your Pain
I understand your pain I would do it all the same I can see it in your eyes I can see through this disguise The fantasies of love That you threw into the mud The trauma's coded deep I can feel it in your blood No one ever loved you The way you needed love No one ever told you That you were just enough ...
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The Solitude You Fear
You know the true solitude you fear Star of the year with nobody to hear Ready to attack Cause homies got your back But deep in your heart Is a special kind of lack The free birds warned you Of the worldwide tours And the backstage scores Be a VIP With a fancy seat Cause it's already known There's no one home No more ties To the inner child eyes Powerful sure But surely alone ...
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It's a Shame I Can't Proclaim
It's a shame I can't proclaim I'm not the same It feels like a game To not speak your name To hide this burning flame Rendered tame Rendered lame The mess that I became But with your Grace I'm taking aim This life of mine I will reclaim At least this much I can exclaim At least this much I will proclaim ...
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Back To My Roots
Back to my roots Back to my family Society of robots They never cared for me Back to my roots Back to my family The archetypal forces That guided me to feel My family extends Beyond what eyes can see When higher calling comes It's conscious clarity The Earth is devastated With games of cat and mouse And it's exacerbated With chaos in my house How could I ignore? The darkness in my home? When every painful moment Just made me more alone A rough and brutal world How can I get strength?...
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Bow
Bow despite the crown You wear but never show For a branch bows down When sweet fruits grow ...
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Mountains
These mountains have me wondering What stories they must hold I see wise men slumbering Their stories never told Co-Creator of this land This is nothing short of destiny Yearning for my people To attain a lens of clarity ...
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You Can Choose
In the face of the world's pain and suffering You can choose You can choose to be a Strong Warrior Even if the odds are terrible and the cost of failure is catastrophic You can choose to be a Passionate Lover Even if vulnerability hurts and permanence is never guaranteed You can choose to be a Deep Mystic Even if the world will cast you aside and judge you for it You can choose to be a Virtuous King Even when you must bear that ultimate burden ...
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Dear Dada
Dear Dada, Lots of great men throughout history have had to conquer the fears, doubts, and insecurities instilled by their fathers, and I'm incredibly grateful to know that I don't draw my strength from a place of negativity, but rather from a place of love and hope. I want to give you a clearer picture of what's on my mind so that we can continue to strengthen and support each other. Dada, I'm trained as a software developer by trade, and I reached the highest echelons for a person in my c...
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Get Some Sleep
Midnight... Maybe I should try and get some sleep 1 am... Let me get some ice up on my knees 2 am... Got me praying to divinity Circumstances make me go And question my beliefs 3 am... There's so much pain God please just let me breathe Another hit of consciousness Could maybe let me see 4 am... "I hope you're glad, For your CS degree! Lonely sad insomniacs, Are great for industry!" "Who could care to ask you, Just you truly need? Who could dare to question, A false reality?" ...
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Grey
You lost your way before you found your path Their gold and diamonds don't entice your heart Oh don't you fear the day you lose your spark The energies will guide you to your art They never saw what you can truly see It's something Grey it's not just fantasy Will constellations guide you through the sea? There's always been a pair like you and me Will past temptations ever force our hand? With clarity, we both can understand ...
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Grey Software Philosophy
What does it mean for software to be Grey? What does it mean for anything to be Grey? Well, to understand the Grey, we must first observe that we live in a world of polarities. Progressivism and Conservatism. Introversion and Extroversion. Idealism and Pragmatism. Black and White. Polarities like these exist all around us, and without finding balance and harmony between them, we risk creating an increasingly divided world with less understanding and more suffering. To be Grey is to seek ...
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Revisiting the Grasshopper
Yes, it is I, the grasshopper who chose to play my fiddle during the summer while the ants gathered food and the birds prepared to fly south. You have all heard my story and learned not to follow my example, but allow me to take this opportunity to speak my truth. Let me take you back to the winter before my encounter with the ants. A closer look at this tale that found its way to your collective mythology. My beloved and I were tucked away with plenty of food as we watched over our budding...
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Google
I got that job at Google I got what I had wanted But something kinda different Transpired when I arrived The intern tag they made me wear Identified my family But those behind the scenes Were truly by my side Logistics personal And friendly kitchen staff Were seekers of the truth And unexpected guides Love was in the air Despite the dirty scandals In fact it brought me closer Illuminating candles Mentorship abundant And Luxuries are free But I'm just missing something It's authenticity ...
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Angel
Angel by her name Angel by her grace Dishonesty and games Put a grimace on his face Religious myth was strong So she accepted dogma She never faced the threat Of those in moral armour She got to see a side Of this very twisted faith Without the painful lies And diatribes of hate She got to meet a man In search of integration When he presented love She called it fornication He wanted her to see With loving clarity He wanted her to feel How life could truly be People called him King B...
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Grey Software Founding Story
When I left Pakistan to immigrate to Canada in 2014, my province had been devastated by the scourge of terrorism and malicious foreign intervention. In Canada, I experienced a society with evolved laws, advanced technology, and a higher standard of living. It was somewhere I had the freedom to ride my bicycle and earn a dignified living as a high schooler. As my consciousness began to change and I had access to higher standards of education, healthcare, and technology, As technology acro...
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