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I want a yandere to sweep me off my feet.

Something about Borrowing Leaves, I don't remember

A bird started to fly fearing falling forever While a shark started to swim fearing the land And both of them tried to succeed fleeing disaster knowing not What it meant to fall, to dry up. to be harmed * Somebody wrote down on the walls of the bathroom meant for men That the mirrors are all see-through and we can't trust anything That we should never let them see our doors lay open to be seen-- Everyone bleaches out the vandalism And my own sister, tired of forming bonds from numbers made of ...
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Project Kuwaderna

"Ah, nandito ka pala. Kanina pa kita hinahanap." Hawak-hawak nya yung isang notebook na yun, tapos sa harapan nya e isa pang kahon ng mga mas malalaking notebooks. Alam ko yung mga yun. Mas maganda nga na tawagin silang journal kaysa notebook eh. Kaya lang, di tulad ng journal, ang laman ng mga notebook nya eh puro drawing at stickers. Mas magandang tawagin na lang yung mga yun na scrapbook. Lahat sila ay napaka luma na. Yun yung mga design na sobrang kulay na nakakasilaw na sa mata. Binuklat ...
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Correspondence: 1.0 and 1.1

-- Such things were never his line of work. He dealt more with memories, prophecies, and all the convoluted forms of death. Those who liked wars, barraging each other with both trash talk and battlefields, would usually be the ones to take control of the situation. Year: x +1 The total number of governors is three. There is another campaign somewhere with also three governors, simultaneously running its course with the new one. He got invited to this event, to compete but at the same time coll...
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Hermetisia 3.4

In the sadness, there was a drought, and in the drought there was a remnant The humans scattered in fear of what the remnant would cause, and they ended up taking shade under the big tree their ancestors always cursed to be alone Now integrated within the group, the tree would have asked "Am I now finally forgiven?" But the humans would not answer, in fear of the remnant which could have been lurking anywhere at that given point in time The tree could sense this fear, it knows the despair of bei...
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AD21//Day 23 out of 25

THE VIGIL IS IN PREPARATION Calthagios: we gather round the ruins of a sandcastle made by toddler god and pick up the mess to rebuild it where the tides can wash it easily we form a circle in an urn we believe is full of ash only to find the most devoted had hid the corpse under his bed we still sing praises to remember someone can be rightfully adored but the one we had loved has been gone for so long we accept these hallucinations as the remembrances of a dream when that dream was the aft...
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AD21//Day 22 out of 25

THE VIGIL IS IN PREPARATION What are you doing? I'm waiting. For what? 12:30. Is something going to happen at 12:30? Nothing. The clock just moves. Why are you waiting for 12:30? It doesn't feel right to go in just after I ate lunch. Oh. I don't get it. Four more minutes. You, what are you doing here? I'm waiting. For what? My girlfriend. Oh. Is she going to pick you up? We haven't met yet. Ah, I see. Is this one of those times wherein you dated online and finally decided to mee...
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AD21//Day 21 out of 25

THE VIGIL IS IN PREPARATION. This is a story about a father in his thirties, than after being able to successfully escape from the cult, journeys out to explore the world he has been deprived of learning. This story settled on the different fates he meets along the way, and the ironic consequences of their actions. The ones who do good for the people are protested against, and the ones who steal grapes for a living end up killing the one who planted it, living with the guilt his whole life. ...
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AD21//Day 20 out of 25

THE VIGIL IS IN PREPARATION. It's not in the papers, but it's well-known enough to the populace. There was this man, diagnosed with forgetfulness and inability to function correctly as a human. Like someone using handcuffs on someone having a seizure as a solution. This isn't the first time I couldn't go to sleep because I couldn't breath. I've had this condition for about a year or more now. To think, perhaps it all really started when I was much younger, like in the sixth grade. I did t...
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AD21//Day 19 out of 25

The Music. If I had not known or memorized the lyrics beforehand, I would've been lured by a siren's song. I designed it with the piano I used in my early days, the one that was taken over by slow-growing plants at the end of the apocalypse. There is a tiny accent in the voice that sung. I gave up on my craft a long, long time ago. Even so, every now and then I find the drive to do it again. I asked my past self as to why he always had this come-and-go habit throughout the years, and he thou...
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AD21//Day 18 out of 25

I've been out for several days.... ah fuck. "I don't want to hurt myself by hurting you" -might lead to a guilt trip? "I can't condone this." -rules may be a sign of rejection "My job is to make sure people don't do this. So let's it out, ok? " Why won't you just tell the truth? What you really want to say to me? • Because the truth is nonexistent. There's only well, influence. Don't be afraid. Just say what you want to say. • I'm not supposed to accept you doing this. This is suppos...
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AD21//Day 17 out of 25

(Diary of a Spaceport janitor) Havalana at Rest: The future consists of recovery out of heartbreak. She may be in a state of limbo, wherein she wants to let go but she cannot, or such is the case for the other side. Contemplation and introspection is recommended for her recovery, which also implies that social forms of restoration are less than desired. Ornas at Heartbreak: Well, that hurts. This further confirms a past of being heartbroken, suppressing or suffering through grief, and the mo...
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AD21//Day 17 out of 25

(vigil day) The Tiempo Disorder is a shared journal by the assistants of acclaimed mind alchemist Javayrus Sarmiento. The journal has been made over the course of twenty years until the final assistant, a woman named Urd, has finished it to the last page. Its pages detailed learnings from the alchemist as well as the incidents wherein he deliberately humiliated them to each other and the alchemist's friends. One by one, the assistants become more and more accepting of the alchemist, repeating...
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AD21//Day 16 out of 21

Rivers drained dry to induce a synthetic drought Blight made of corpses released to their fertile grounds Sculptures of magnificent virgins vandalized To prove a point, to prove dominance Hundreds of cattle enslaved and soon, humans Justifiying blood spilled in the name of someone else's vengeance Many of those who seek pleasure from death's hand Enter the surge without victory planned The guilt-stained palms smell like a normal day Ashes and sawdust and decay Scents like these linger even afte...
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AD21//Day 15 out of 25

It says freedom day for two days. What does freedom day mean? I can skip it. I sure will. Dear Aksum, Two days left. One day, actually. Nothing ventured nothing gained. Due to this lack of motivation, I am once again expecting something to wake me up to the reality (not the painful one there's so much pain in the world already) that if you just force yourself you can make an output. Ah, let's see... "An Unhealthy Dose of Cyanide" -- how much dose of cyanide is unhealthy? What even is this bo...
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A remainder of two

Will you choose courage or comfort? Courage, the will to change, to take matters into your own hands, or comfort, the trap of security, the complacent passivity not desiring change at all? Comfort all the way baby. Sheesh, why is it worded in such a way that paints courage in a positive light compared to the other? Comfort is the reward of courage, its doting, gentle wife. Courage is the beauty born from facing what hurts you, taking that risk that you might get worse than before, crippling y...
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AD21//Day 14 out of 25

A fanfare for little comforts. :۩:••:۩:••:۩:••:۩:••:۩: < Kxos > Familiar, forceful Freeing Fast, stacking Confusing. Ended, not wanting to start again Sofa, throw pillows, body weight Moving air, a forewarning of a future storm Daylight, glow-in-the-dark starlings Ambulances, medic cars, corrupt professors Violet tablecloth, cut wiring, broken fuse Stuffed toys, polka dots, asthma attacks Mahogany, termites, maggots in rice Rush hour, wasp queen, desktop cat Blushing, eyeliner, vanit...
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AD21//Day 13 out of 25

So, before being sent off to the convent as part of a family tradition to become priests or paladins, you spent your last week touring around the territory with your elder sister and elder brother, or in the grand palace library with the youngest princess of the kingdom, or rereading out the letters you sent your friends for the last time. At the end of it all, you found invitations from people you've never met before, but are of higher ranks than you. There were four of them in total, and you...
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AD21//Day 12 out of 25

"Head to the gorge between the two flags guarding the altar of Hlasei. Give some of the lemons as tribute and the rest, spread to the village." "What if a big bad wolf comes to get me?" "Hlasei will protect you. You're all grown up now, you can do it without me, right?" "I'll do my best!" -- or so I thought. I've been doing this task every year but never once did my mother tell me the way to the village. I've encountered a bunch of wolves, maybe even bears at this point. Bringing lemons to t...
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AD21//Day 11 out of 25

(Listed was down.) ELEANOR - in captivation, eclipsed HENRIETTE - in desire, diminished NIKANOR - holder of a broken goblet ELEANOR enters with a broken sheath, containing a broken sword. ELEANOR There was a little disturbance besides the roaming of the mist, Wherein neither your remembrance survived. There was a little growth in the garden destroying our masterful beliefs Which not one of us dared to pulverize. I dread you, and you, standing before my eyes Freely complacent, accepting anyt...
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Hermetisia 3/24

[Voyage intermittent. Only a few logs are available for your access level. Choose which logs to translate. ] ━━━━━━━✁━━━━━━━ Translating U87-L... (injecting name for immersion) . . . . . . In some places of the world, there are areas that change depending on how many people live in that area. One such area is the botanical garden outside the depleted mines of Dugh'ra. Ever since the mine has run out of ore, the botanical garden has been the nearest town's source of tourism money. We had on...
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AD21// Day 10 out of 25

(Vigil day) Yelling yearnings to seasons to bring them back to me These uneven remainders grieve eternally Albeit fogs grow further and bodies degrade In that one frozen sunset I spend my last days Like a dream continuously chosen to repeat What I knew were most precious are unfamiliar to me As the turning of sands forces dawn to wake In the frozen sunset I have forgotten, I wait ...
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AD21//Day 9 out of 25

Qu. Cartographilia = love of maps Playing grid puzzles like sudoku, Nonograms, and f it, maybe even chess create maps for trade routes in Imaginary playgrounds. One can do the same in any picture or game, but using the grid structure is easier. A dog's skin is a map. If it is single colored, it is an endless desert where people traverse only by landmarks based on the dog's body parts. For a dog with spots, such spots can be considered islands in a vast sea, or the other way around, where thes...
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AD21//Day 8 out of 21

Your favorite BL author just got out of prison and sent a message to all her fans: "Everyone who participates in the poll in xxxxxx.Com(aka site that pirated her novel for english speakers) will be given one of the many emails after completing. Send that email the pairing you want and I'll make them the main characters in the next book. I'll also take another one for the side pairing. Only two of these emails are real. Anywsys, good luck! " It sounds like a scam. You see in the forums that pe...
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AD21//Day 7 out of 25

Back then, psychoanalysts would make their clients make poems in order to analyze their psychological conditions. This was during the times of Carl Jung and Sigmund Freud, the pioneers of the Psychoanalytical branch of psychology. However, when you write with no other prompt to guide you but the continuous stream of consciousness, your inner voice may stop talking out loud, and start singing instead. Songs Filtered by the word: Moth Na: You belong to the eastern road You belong where the su...
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Apeirophobia 0.5

Class I I-yes -symbiote juggler of gold that exhales silver dust Morta graveyard personified that inspires lack of free will and mindlessness Zs living dirt whose hands extend to all numbers, calculating by trillions Lun kaleidoscope burning chandelier that inspires lust and intoxication Vex cat turned person who plays with reproduction and accidental misfortune Eth a swarm of spiders forming the lightest dose of romantic and artistic inspiration Grhov the death of gender with a body made of...
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AD21//Day 6 out of 25

WWAAWCOOO. Results of stalking and gossiping (filtered!) EAST SIDE: Northwest - East Side A brown mansion. People: 3. a. Mr. T rich as fuck in the entertainment industry but not an actor I think he's a model, or a manager Second generation rich kid Cool guy, not an arrogant spoiled brat Extrovert, nice to talk to Has a dog (Dachsund) b. Mrs. M also rich as fuck twice divorced in her twenties no college degree also works in the entertainment industry lives with Mr. T because they're frie...
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Hermetesia 2/24

[Voyage intermittent. Only a few logs are available for your access level. Choose which logs to translate. ] ━━━━━━━✁━━━━━━━ Translating TAG... . . . . . . 001A01: Excuse me! Excuse me! Where is this ship headed? KP098I: To Lovrum! 001A01: Thank you! Read as: "Please adopt me. I've been told messages are brief command-like paragraphs here, as expected of a place without free will. But please don't take this as me trying to mock you! I have seen firsthand what happens to those people... ...
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AD21//Day 5 out of 25

(vigil day) Blue walls. Don't forget, the blue walls. Don't forget. It's very important. It is recommended to prepare yourself for the second step but to be honest, you can just skip the second step because it's too complicated. Make somebody else do it if you can. It's only there to improve your chances. If you're already a lucky person, you don't need it. Let's see your card for today... four of pentacles. Huh. Let's just say you'll have to be stingy for a bit. There's a mushroom castle in...
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AD21/Day 4 out of 25

"You won't know if you don't try it." There's been a trend in the station nowadays that if you have an alternate identity, you must kill that identity by pushing it off into the train tracks and absorbing its essence. I have seen people do it, like idiots. But not until someone close to me did it did I actually think that it was a genius yet hideous idea, tricking people into becoming what they are instead of what they want to become. By accepting who you are, you improve on the strengths tha...
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Hermetisia 1/24

[Voyage intermittent. Only a few logs are available for your access level. Choose which logs to translate. ] ━━━━━━━✁━━━━━━━ Translating RS log... . . . . . . Sunday S 3 1 - 20 credits for charge Y 7 U - 40 credits for ( Ham Sandwich ) H 0 0 - Palladia subscription cancelled K I 0 - 60 credits for ( Distilled water 500 mL ) Monday Y 7 U - 40 credits for ( Ham Sandwich ) J J 1 - 500 credits to ( unregistered ) I 0 X - 3 000 credits for passage to the outside I 0 X - 15 000 credits ( full ) ...
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